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[My cosplays]
Mello [death note]
Belle [Beauty and the Beast]
Aeris [Final fantasy VII]
Cissnei [Final Fantasy VII]
Vincent Valentine [final Fantasy VII] (retired)
Zelda [The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time] (retired)
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Journal Entry: Wed Nov 18, 2009, 11:31 PM
  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: IMs
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: water
I think I have had enough of doubting and misery. For weeks I have been in this spiraling depression...I must confess, I have been faking my happiness MOST of the time. I'm ok now I suppose. I'm going through quite a lot at home. I just want to break free from it all...There's only really one thing...that makes me happy. I know I'm being a total emo sap but mind you none of you know what's going on in my life right now so don't give me grief about my emo journal. In all honesty I had to write something somewhere...The chest pains, the complications in breathing the bloody stomach pains...not able to keep my food down...I deserve to rant a bit.

To those who care..

thanks

love
Mello

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  • Current Residence: Florida
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: why, are you gonna give me a free deviantWEAR??? cuz if you are I'm a large XD
  • Print preference: FREE ONES!! lol
  • Interests: Hanging out with friends, Playing Video Games, cosplay, making costumes, drawing, photography, etc.
  • Favourite movie: Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End, Final fantasy VII: Advent Children
  • Favourite band or musician: OOMPH!, System of a Down, Imogen Heap, Rammstein, An Cafe, Gazette, Miyavi, Gackt, Bass Hunter
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, J-Rock, J-Pop, Techno, German Rock, Spanish Rock..>ALL ROCK!!
  • Favourite artist: Tetsuya Nomura
  • Favourite poet or writer: ha ha I dunno, I guess JK rowling is cool
  • Favourite photographer: kaylen Wilson she's amazing XD
  • Favourite style of art: PhotoShop?
  • Operating System: uh...Window's XP?
  • MP3 player of choice: Sansa e250R
  • Shell of choice: CONCH SHELL! XD That will be answer FOREVER!!
  • Wallpaper of choice: whatever I feel like, it's usually a drawing I'm extremely proud of, or RENO!!! XD XD
  • Skin of choice: *shruggs* My Skin?
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy VII, Kingdom Hearts 2, Dirge of Cerberus
  • Favourite gaming platform: PSP, PS3, PS2, Wii, Nintendo DS, Game Cube
  • Favourite cartoon character: Reno, Mello, Spike, vash, Squall, Sora, Kisuke, Matt, L, Axel
  • Personal Quote: "Looking at you makes me sober" ~Reno
  • Tools of the Trade: um...pencils, pens, and photoshop I guess
  • AIM: Raisel89
  • MSN: raisel_hikari@hotmail.com

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:iconditzidani:
HAPPY THANKSGIVING! [link]

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Stop... IT'S DEMYX TIME! : D [link]


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Unofficially the Official Chester cosplayer for Demyx Time at Metrocon.


KELLYJENN = OTP!!!!
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Really Sorry ... My English sucks!!!

Poll: [link]

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:icondrisowen:
HEY. What do you want for your birthday? I don't have lots of money, but I'll get you a chocolate bar if I have to .____.
:iconraisel:
whatever that you deem special. It's the thought that counts. I would love if you came to DTD though :3

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Proud Mello cosplayer!
:icondrisowen:
I'm gonna try. I think I work this weekend, but if not I'll be going :3

It's cosplay in general right? I'll have to decide what to wear
:iconraisel:
cosplay anything you want but it seems so far KH and DN are the MAIN groups but ou don't have to cosplay them XD

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Proud Mello cosplayer!
:icondrisowen:
Well, I kinda figured that. Are you doing full cosplay or more like casual cosplay?
:iconb-i-o-hazardous:
HAPPY BIFFDAY!!!~

*coughcougholdfartcoughcough*

XD

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I can't believe you're so shellfish! Why do you insist on taking all my porpoise out of my life?!
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[link] Please read :D
:iconmikannamelover:
Hi!

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Just Becuse I'm Small and short and have a cute child like sound when I'm mad Dosen't mean you can pick me up and take me home!!!
:iconraisel:
allo thur :3

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R . E . N . O
is my A.n.t.i.d.r.u.g ♥
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Proud Mello cosplayer!
:iconmikannamelover:
How are ya?

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Just Becuse I'm Small and short and have a cute child like sound when I'm mad Dosen't mean you can pick me up and take me home!!!
:iconraisel:
i'm good. waiting for matt to pick me up we're going to see a movie. I sprained my wrist...kinda sucks, and I can't wait till the 26th

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R . E . N . O
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Proud Mello cosplayer!
:iconmikannamelover:
What moive? How!? And I can't wait either XD!!!!!!!!!!

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Just Becuse I'm Small and short and have a cute child like sound when I'm mad Dosen't mean you can pick me up and take me home!!!
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My Kyan story-> [link]
I claimed Shadowhachi in the South Park crew!! -> [link]
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Please critique my works!!!!
:iconcesar-sama:
I was going to tag you, but... looks like :iconnekoinulover: did so before I did. ^^;

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My Kyan story-> [link]
I claimed Shadowhachi in the South Park crew!! -> [link]
:fork: ~!Proud Twilight Hater!~ :fork:
Please critique my works!!!!
:iconnekoinulover:
Tags joo Mama!!!! <3
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Failures keeps You Humble,
Success keeps You Glowing,
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5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away

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1-3: you're a bad friend
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Just because im smiling, dosen't mean I had anything to do with it.....

no, srsly, I don't......¬.¬
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Send one to all your friends who you think deserve a hug (which, hopefully includes the person who sent it to you)!!

You might send it to your enemies as well!
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If you don't receive this back, nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them!


If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends

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Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!

1-3: you're a bad friend
4-6: you're an ok friend
7-9: you're a good friend
10-& Up: you're a great friend

(>^.^)>

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Happiness keeps You Sweet,
Trials keep You Strong,
Sorrows keep You Human,
Failures keeps You Humble,
Success keeps You Glowing,
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Thanks for the watch! :D

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If it weren’t for physics and law enforcement I’d be unstoppable.
:icongothicninja12:
Thank you so much for the :+fav:!

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Lies are lies. Words are words. Everthing else is just absurd. ~ Myself

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